Post-Thanksgiving

Hooray! Only three more weeks of school left including finals. I am super excited and basically in the "holycrapschoolsalmostoverMUSTplaysomecatchuponschoolwork" moment. I have finished all my tests and assignments I needed to turn in prior to thanksgiving, so all I have left is my finals & one paper. Whew. So glad it will be almost over then it'll be VEGAS !

Anyways I did do black friday, I went to Walmart, Target(2x), Frys(2x),Best Buy and of course the mall. I honestly felt more excited about the idea of shopping more then the actual day. My boyfriend, friends and I met up at 9 or 10 PM , shopping at Walmart,Target, and Frys. I didnt really buy much except for 3 sets of really cute pjs that were on sale, and one set for my brother. Afterwards we went to eat at Dennys at 3AM?, and we took a nap afterwards. My boyfriend and I were planning to only sleep for 2 hours so we would wake up at 6AM, but we overslept and woke up at 8AM instead. It was okay though because by the time we got to the mall it was not crowded at all. I didnt really see anything I liked at the mall so I only bought a red beanie at cotton on. Then I tagged along with my boyfriend to go to frys again so he could help a family friend buy some stuff. I saw the Samsung dualview camera for $80 but by then they were already sold out unfortunately. So this year I had no luck with much, I think I enjoyed the experience more then buying anything. I did however buy more things online, I bought some DVD's on amazon which were under 4.99 and I bought some clothes on F21. And I'm about to make some purchases on amazon again so I could buy my textbooks and other misc. gifts. I'm also planning to buy some stuff on sephora for my mom as xmas gifts.

I hope there will be more sales on cyber monday, esp on the samsung dualview cameras which I really want =[ Oh wells, time to get some shuteye. Still recooperating from my lack of sleep. I am so glad that I DIDNT have to work this holiday season. Last year I went to black friday at 2AM and stayed awake/up most of the day until around 4 or 5 PM when I had to close at work. I didn't even get out until maybe 1AM at night, and then the following morning I had to be back at 7AM. My gawd, that was torture T___________T

Social Problems

I should be writing/ finishing my rough draft on sex trafficking for my social problems class but it is quite difficult to concentrate right now =[ MUST POWER THROUGH ! I only need 2 pages left before I can successfully call it a night and get some sleep so I wont wake up late tomorrow.

Two more days before I get to visit boyfriend & have a weekend getaway !

As of Now..

A step towards a New Beginning

I was planning to blog sooner then today but blog spot was frustrating me to no end for making the task of adding pictures to the blog very difficult.

Anyways , tomorrow is my orientation and I'M SO EXCITED! SOOOOOOOO Excited more then i can express onto one blog unfortunately. Tomorrow I will get my new ID card WHOO! Other then that meet all my professors and my fellow classmates. The school I'm attending is a a private school , but I'm enrolled in their Psych & Social Action 2 year program. I really like it etc and plus I think I've mentioned this before so I dont want to repeat myself haha

So considering this was my last week of break before school started, I havent really done much sadly. I've been reading, The Help, though basically the one movie released recently that had that girl from " Easy A" i forgot her name xD I havent seen the movie but I really enjoy the book so far.

Other then that I've also been shopping and i have so much new clothes for this winter, whoo !



Old Navy Top- which i think is really cute even though it will be fall soon


F21 Fleece Military Jacket- which i love so comfortable





Nine West Blumesco White Heels- i loveee them, they remind me of SNSD genie days for some reason, can't wait to wear them out next Sat for my friends bday and Vegas!

frustration

I dont know why but today was not a good day, not a good day at all. I feel bad that the accident occured even though it wasnt my fault. I lost my keys and I feel bad that I've caused trouble for people but what can I do? It's already been done, I can't do anything but to move on.

It sucks knowing that the one person that you think you could count on isn't. I love my boyfriend but sometimes I wish he was more supportive. I made it pretty clear to him by repeating to him that I am really frustrated and stressed out today because of what happened. I didn't need him to keep coming down on me by saying that it couldve been avoided if i drove less people or if i looked in the mirrors etc. I mean maybe it couldve but he wasnt there - he doesnt know, and what use is it to lecture me when it's already been done. I feel like my car couldve been parked and hit and he would still find a way to imply that i couldve done something else to prevent it.

His words hurt and it emotionally drains me because then I have to ask why he has to say it to me now or today- it hurts so bad. I havent cried in a while and it just came out. I'd rather get it off my chest then let it build up over and over and have it explode all at once.

He never admits he's wrong and we end up nowhere when I'm trying to talk it out so it's done and over with. Maybe what happened the past in our relationship still haunts me. It was when he angered N and he apologized and went out of his way to make it up to her. I think that hurt me a lot b/c after 2 years I still can't forget it . I thought " wow she's not even his gf and he does so much for her when she got mad at him - when I get mad at him he doesn't even do that sort of thing for me".

I don't know what to do, but if stuff continues the way it is now I don't know how much longer I can put up with it.


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i am so sad.

today some guy tried to merge into my lane but instead merged into my car hence getting a flat tire and scratches and a dent in my car.


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I opened my home door with my keys and now they are no where to be found and I spent at least 2 hours looking for them everywhere already.


Thoughts are filling my head and freaking me out such as:

a) i left my keys on the lock and someone took them hence someone will steal my car and rob my house as well

b) my keys are gone forever nowhere to be found


such a sad day :(

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Capture the moment

Recently WFP ( Wong Fu Productions) released a short called " Shell" and basically taking the concept of how a certain shell " captures" the sound of ocean waves but with the ability to capture memories that have happened or what you would want to happen i suppose. I remember in high school my friends and I would always bring our cameras and always want to take pictures of all the things we did together. It's sad how we don't do it as often anymore, maybe it was more important in high school because we hung out once in a while outside of school which made it more fun? I'm not too sure but I'm constantly wishing and hoping that I take initiative and take more pictures with my friends whenever we go out. I no longer use my camera since my mom usually uses it and plus I have an iphone which has a great camera and is able to take pictures. Even with this I still find myself not being able to whip out my phone and say "let's take a picture!" I think this is one of the things I want to change in my life- I want to capture the moments which I will look back on and remember what we did. I want those memories captured in a picture beacuse I remember the moment so much better.


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