Crocs

I've always disliked the idea of crocs just because I honestly thought they looked really stupid...




But I actually tried wearing crocs this weekend, i tried the Crocband Flats and I loved the comfort it gave my feet. Originally I was just going to wait it out etc but my boyfriend bought them for me & I love themmm



I was really happy with my crocs until I saw these ! I really want the white ones but there not available in the US store yet, but hopefully I'll get one through ebay or something hehe i love these xD

Autumn Weather

Hello again, I know its been a while but I can explain myself =)
First off it was summer so i was out in the worlf frolicking with friends and just enjoying my free time. Second, school started and I'm taking on 18 units this qtr so I've been a preoccupied keke.

It's been about 5 weeks since school has started and I'm already piled with loads of work, I'm actually enjoying a lot of my classes simply because my teachers this qtr seem really passionate about what they teach, it's a total plus. I feel like having passionate teachers also encourage you to learn the material and understand the concept also. I've also recently found myself a seasonal job and interning at the dentist's office that my best friend works at. I feel somewhat overwhelmed about the things that are going on right now but I know it'll definitely be worth it.

I'm planning to transfer this year so I would be accepted to somewhere by next Fall, & I'm really excited as well as nervous. I really want myself to stand out - it's easy to say " of course i'm going to get in etc" but it's honestly how they see me. Am I good enough for them to accept me? I hate feeling the upset of failure - it's the worst feeling in the world. Perhaps I am being a bit pessimistic but you can't blame me >< We shall know around March when I send in my apps. So Anxious ! I hope that having this intern will make me stand out a little bit more.

It's a bit interesting actually, I never really thought dentistry had anything to do with psychology but it does ! For instance, how your teeth suffers damage could be a result of how a person deals with stress ie teeth grinding. Psyc also plays in with how the patients deal with the pain from cleaning of the teeth etc. I never really thought about these aspects and it made me more intrigued and excited about my internship. I've had work once so far b/c i guess they forgot to schedule me but I will be working this thursday and sat =) I cant wait - I need to start making some bank. LOL Did I mention my comp died shortly before I went to New York? Yeahh, I went to New York 2 weeks before school started - but thats for another blog post. Anyways , my laptop died on me and is basically unusable and to get the specific part replaced it would cost me $400~. I figured if I'm going to spend $400~ then I might as well save up for a new one- a desktop this time though.

I have the WORST luck with laptops - it's ridiculous. I've had 3 laptops so far and they tend to die by the time I've had them from a year and a half to 2 years.
I've had my first laptop for a while but the screen/ top half of the laptop became really loose and wouldnt bend as well, so I had it replaced. Then my 2nd laptop died b/c of the screen or something - so I sent it to get fixed. Then it broke again so I went back to my first one but then i stepped on it accidently shattering the laptop screen making certain parts black etc. So I finally replaced it with my 3rd laptop - my most recent one, but then it died =[ I was so sad and upset I just didnt understand why it died =[ So NOW i'm using my boyfriends old laptop - which he had since junior year in high school but surpisingly is working well with me. At first it was a bit slow & lagggy but it's cool now. So I feel that I should get a desktop considering my history with laptop - hopefully it will be a happier ending for me.

I'm a bit sleepy- so I will update more later & hopefully a bit more often. =]

Hot Weather

It has been unbearably hot this week. Yesterday was 102~ degress F and today is no better. This has been the hottest week of summer so far hands down ! I can't believe how hot it is and wishes it was cooler ! I feel that I can't go out bc its way too hot and sweaty -.-'' And my ac didnt to give out today since it's spraying out a mist of water when i turn it on and makes this really weird noise...Anyways here's a look at the forecast where I live:



Anyways, I wanted to blog to give you a month of July Favorite Products regards to beauty etc.




So I was looking for a BB cream to use, but was soo skeptical choosing the right shade for me , but then I stumbled upon someone's blog regarding BB creams etc and found out that Sonia Kashuk's radiant Tinted Moisturizer was a good knock off apparently. So I gave it a try since this was less then $15 and much cheaper and accessible then the BB creams. I got the moisturizer in beige and i think it comes in 5 different shades and they also offer SPF 15 in the product also. The product states that:

* tinted moisturizer is makeup and treatment in one
*light reflectors hep disguise fine lines and wrinkles
*delivers a more even skin tone
*UVA & UVB protection

in the front of the product it states:
* A tinted moisturizer that helps balance and protects skin

The MOST active ingredients in this product include :
* Octinoxate 7.50%




*Avobenzone 2.00%



Thoughts:
From these graphs it seems that the coverage is pretty decent. But anyways I have grown to love this product it's really easy to put on and makes my routine shorter without having to put on moisturizer & foundation separately. After I put this on I place powder over it to set it.

Pros:
* the color is very blendable
* staying power is very good- it stays on the whole day without budging too much
* UVA & UVB protection !!
* easy to find & not costly
* doesnt smell like sunscreen

Cons:
* this is a liquid moisturizer, and sometimes its tooo liquid-y you can accidentally get too much product by squeezing the product.
* SPF is a bit lower for me, I burn easily so I think this wouldve been better if it was SPF 30, i think SPF 15 is too minimal for me

Rundown:
I lovee it, and have been using it everyday religiously after I get up. I think I'm halfway down my tube and i think i bought this just when summer was starting, so around June. I have never tried BB creams so I wouldnt know how "great" or "bad" this product this is compared to other BB creams. But I like this way better then the Physician's Formula Healthy Wear SPF 50 Tinted Moisturizer.

Here's my current nail color:

I used :
* Sinful Colors in Mint Apple #947
* Sally Hansen Diamond Strength No Chip Top Coat as a base & top coat

A Sunny Sunday

My boyfriend came back this weekend to visit me =] We went out to see Piranha 3D and the expendables with two other good friends.



Piranha 3D was so gross... there was so much gore and blood in it - i wanted to barf. When i first watched the trailer it seemed like a very low budget movie kind of feel. I think at some parts the movie was very predictable but made us still jump in our seats. Even my guy friend jumped HAHA so silly Anyways this movie revolves around a group of people trying to survive spring break with scary flesh eating prehistoric fish in the lake. Apparently the first blood/bite draws the pack and then further consumption of the flesh. Seriously i can NOT emphasis enough how gory this movie was and so disgusting ack! People become amputated , cut in half etc obviously these are flesh eating fish that snip and bite at you until theres nothing left to munch on. SO GROSS, okay sorry you get it i get it i'll stop now HAHA



We wanted to watch the expendables bc being so asian we are was because of Jet Li lol But can i just say Jason Statham is so sexy. *drool I love MOST of his action-y movies definately not crank though -.-'' Anyways back to the movie, a group of assasins or something going off to kill someone etc type of plot. It was alright i had hoped/wished there have been more to the plot it was just super action-y throughout the whole movie.

Anyways, I've been listening & watching Taeyang's new mv " I'll be there" continuously its getting ridiculous. I have never really been a taeyang kind of girl, gdragon has always been my fav. I also felt so many people like him now only bc he's
a) semi bald and no longer has corn rolls
and
b)wedding dress was a SUPER hit and made all the girls in the world swooon

So i mean yeah thats why ive never really cared for him much, even when wedding dress first came out. I was just YAWN, until people kept playing it then it grew on to me. But no, I'll be there is completely different in the best way possible. And bc i strongly disliked, I need a girl, it was so not his best song... like srsly you need a girl who will eat your kimchi? Yeahh no thanks, i prefer i'll be there over the other song anyday. I love his voice it sounds so manly and powerful, his live perfs were also very awesome. But i would have to say this new song is definitely my fav solo song of his along with make love.

Until next time, peace out.

Pt IV

Anyways here are is what i bought makeup wise 2 weeks ago.



Pallado Rice Powder in natural
Maybelline XXL Waterproof Extensions Mascara
Physician's Formula Gel Liners for brown eyes

I like powders in general because i always feel that I'm my skin is too oily and i think it's kind of gross and it feels gross too. I bought it b/c i heard it was pretty good and it was on sale at Ulta xD It's pretty okay, i place it on my face after i use my concealer, tinted moisturizer and i look matte. But by the end of the day i'm oily again, i don't like to reapply it because i think it will make me look to washed out by repeatedly reapplying. But i don't notice it when it wears off so that must be a good sign.

I bought the mascara just b/c the packaging looks like it will make my lashes longer and whatnot. My friends told me that the one they bought but in Volume worked really well for them and made they're lashes look like falsies. So i though why not? It works okay but i have really short lashes so i don't see my lashes as well as i wish it would make them look. I feel that the primer or step 1 of the mascara seems to help a little just by priming. Oh i also heat up my curler a bit too and the results are about the same. My friend told me my lashes looked fuller but i wanted them to look longer lol

I bought the trio eyeliners b/c ive been wanting these since they came out but i never saw them in stores until recently. It comes with the colors: black, purple and brown. So far i've tried all of them except brown. For the money i paid for these they work really well. The consisitency is wonderful very easy to pick up the product and no trouble placing them on. I use my UDPP before applying these and they don't smear or run.

Lately i've been obsessed with painting my nails, i think b/c i know when i work i won't be able to paint them all these fun colors xD



Sally Hansen Xtreme Wear in Marine Scene, French tips
I saw Victoria of f(x) wearing something similar in WGM and had to recreate it


I found this nail design set in the mall and thought back to bubzbeauty tutorial and wanted to try it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTRRGu_zxok



I didn't cover my whole nail with the nail design set. My friend actually did this, haha They lasted pretty long but i went camping with this nail design so it was peeling and stuff by the time i got back

Anyways, I've been wanting to paint my nails some kind of matte color.. preferably yellow. LOL and i've been thinking about getting the essie matte about you polish. Prbly tmr when i buy more nail polish xD


Okay everyone it's almost 3AM time to sleep. Hope you enjoyed my rants about my summer so far.

Pt III

When my boyfriend came back from China, i spent most of my time with him and our friends. My boyfriend's parents had also wanted to renovate their backyard a little bit. Just by paving and flattening the ground and then laying bricks over it while maintaining an area for his mom to garden. I can't begin to explain to you how many Lowe's as well as Home Depot we went to trying to find his bricks. Apparently the design he picked was also going to be discontinued after it ran out, so we were on a hunt to get all the bricks asap. Not like 500 bricks it was more like 3000. -.-'' We emptied out a lot of Lowe's just b/c of those bricks. WHile i went with them to buy these bricks I found my love for swimming pools and how wonderful they look.

They had better pictures in the book, but you get the idea right? Just so beautiful i honestly wanted to drool... into the pool ! haha jk But going with my guy friends to home improvement stores really got me thinking of how I would want to decorate my future house.

Pt II

The weekend before I was able to go camping w/ my family in Yosemite and I really liked it. My cousins from Sweden were visiting also, so more girl bonding which I love haha All my cousins that I have in the states are mainly boys so it’s nice for some girl bonding. We joked a lot about the bears coming out at night and eating all our food keke The park rangers there made sure we locked all our food safely into this bear proof container. They also had curfew/quiet hours at 10PM which was hard to obey the first night, since it was too early to sleep. My cousins, my brother and I went hiking too towards Vernal Falls which is about 1.5 miles so round trip was about 3 miles. I must have been crazy because I went hiking in skinny jeans, how i made it , i wouldnt even know how to answer you. My aunt told me how when she was younger she went hiking with her cousins to half dome which is .... i forgot how many miles but you can read about it here:

http://www.yelp.com/biz/half-dome-yosemite-national-park

Anyways back to my aunt's story she told me how her cousins and herself attempted half dome in her early 20's . It sounded so scary ><>

We also went swimming in the creek which was freezing cold x.x But it felt totally nice after the hike considering it got so hot going back down. FYI My legs were in pain for the next couple of days. I really liked yosemite and i want to go back maybe next time i'll attempt the second waterfall =]

Vernal Falls, it felt super nice climbing up and the mist was spraying you in the hot sun.



Attempt at halfdome, tell me that doesnt freak you out ! ><



Half dome

A Much Needed Update Pt 1

Hello everyone it is now about 5 minutes to 2 AM in California, so why am i up so late?

Why not?

No just kidding, but I was having this major headache and I couldn't sleep.
So I thought why not share all my hauls that I've collected and all the things I've been up too. Well first off, I'm going to seperate my stories into different sections to make it a bit easier to read. Recently came back from visiting my boyfriend in _____________ , his college town even though he was working at the time also xD But it was okay I still got to see him and was able to finish my online class work while he was at work.. Anyways here's what I was up to while I was visiting him.

Coach wristlet boyfriend bought me <3>

A roommate from my boyfriend’s apartment made me read this book, Asterios Polyp, which was pretty interesting and nice because it was a comic book.. haha

I took a whole lot of random pictures from my boyfriend’s apt. I spent a whole lot of time one night camwhoring while he was playing on his computer xD

I loved being there and being able to spend time with him, too bad he was at work though.

Tomorrow!

My boyfriend back home from China tomorrow. I'm excited i havent seen him in 2 weeks.

Anyways, DSK Jewelry posted the "contestants" for the 2010 DSK Model haha

Sooo IDK i'm kinda nervouse.... although i really dont know why...

If you think about it, it's not like I know everyone who goes on DSK's site and not everyone knows me so even if I lose i have nothing to be embarrassed about haha In some ways I'm just ready to see whole will win, i entered for fun kekekeke xD

Anyways yesterday I went to a little girl's bday party and it was a nice day. I cut my hair shortly before school was over and it's cut straight across lengthwise. I liek it but i dont think it's short enough I want to recut it. haha

My friends mentioned they could cut it for me.... with a knife like Mulan. I told them my hair wasn't a piece of chicken -.-''

I'm currently writing my essay, only 300 more words left! So i better get back to it! Until next time, byeeeeeee

Anyways picturesss b/c theyre fun to look at ^^




BUBBLES <3




My cousin told me I was a little kid like them, HAHA This isnt the first time i heard that, my older cousin would still tell me i am TWELVE T___T



Look at that big bubble!

Wonder Girls & 2AM

EPIC. Its been 3 days now since the concert and i really cant get over how AWESOME it was. <333
Anyways heres a time chart of what happened that day. LOL Yes I kept track of all the events that day so i wouldnt forget xD

July 1, 2010- WG&2AM Concert in SF

7:45AM- JoAnn said she was going to be here at 745AM- maybe she meant she was leaving her house at 7:45AM hmmm

8:06AM-called JoAnn - she's late ! & she was worried about me ! -.-'' ( sarcastic)

8:17AM-still waiting lol

8:25AM- still anxiously waiting keke!

9:20AM- we are on the BART to SF!

10:44AM- we have arrived at the Filmore! Now we wait & sit for awesomeness
* around this time there were 4 girls/2 groups ahead of us in line haha We felt lucky ^^

11:33AM- not noon- still waiting- boredness we are on an island!

11:34AM- playing MASH w/ our fav kpop celebrities <3

11:50AM- even more bored after finishing MASH

2:39PM- Just finished eating- sitting in the sun
* we had planned to have two meals that day and 1 snack break. This turned out to be our ONLY meal of the day -.-''

2:54PM-1st Sighting! We only saw 2AM though & they waved to us ( well at least Jinwoon & Seulong?)
* The people in front of us had rushed to the entrance of the Filmore & curious i went over to see what was going on. It was 2AM's bus !! I was anxiously calling JoAnn over and hoping to see them go in. I looked in the bus and saw a shadow of Jinwoon ( i could tell by his hair) and i waved excitedly. He waved back ! Someone sitting next to him was dancing in his seat? I thought it was JoKwon at first but then i realized Jo Kwon was sitting in the sit in front of them. So it mustve been Seulong b/c... of the hair. HAHAHA Me & JoAnn mustve looked so funny fangirling and squealing that they waved xD

4:06PM - 2AM went inside the venue but we didnt see them. By the time we realized they were going in we were too far haha We got offered to play ninja? by other Wg/2AM fans But we didnt understand the concept so we played cards haha

4:10PM- 3 more hours. We can do this ! Add oil ( chinese language reference)

4:12PM- coordinators checking out the long line of fans waiting for the concert

4:13PM- I appreciate JoAnn dragging me to the venue so early after looking at the amt of fans in the line behind them

4:36PM- Went to KFC for a snack break

5:26PM- VIP cuts in front of us- we've been demoted

7:00PM- ENTRANCE TO THE VENUE !!

8:00PM- 10:00PM - pure awesomeness <3

I ahd such a wonderful time. It was so surreal seeing them perform and that they were so closee to me !! omg I loved it ! in the beginning i had only really want to see 2AM perform but i loved seeing the wondergirls perform also. The wg looked so much prettier in real life. I thought Yoobin was okay when i saw her in other types of media but seeing her up close she was so hot. I was awedd haha I really grew to like Lim more also. I like how she's Chinese ( like me keke) and that she seemed more interactive with fans. She waved a lot to the fans ( even me ^^) And she was the last one to leave the stage b/c she was still trying to hold as much fan's hands as possible. What can i say? It was pure lovee! I really wish i could go back to that night again and relive it over & over <3

My friend was right, your first concert is always your best.

Halfway Around the world

well at least for two weeks. My boyfriend left for China yesterdayy =[
I'm so sadd I've been emailing though but he hasnt responded to me
so I assuming he doesnt have access or he's been way too busy but damnit
I'm constantly waiting for my email to alert me he emailed me back
i just want to know he's alive or something damnit -.-''
ACK. its alreadyJuly 1, 2 PM ~ in China its so crazy how time difference works
When he leaves and comes back he'll be a day slower again
& plus all the jet lagness
I cant wait to see him though even if it has only been 2-3 days since he was gone.
I think it's just really weird that i have no communication whatsoever with him.

It's so crazy how technology has been beneficial to us in the aspect of maintaining relationships no matter where you are in the world. I wonder what it wouldve been like if me & my boyfriend werent born in this time period of such fast technology advances. Instead born where letters and phones were the only thing you had to communicate with . I feel like it's just insane - the idea of course. I had a blackout today too and i realized i had nothing to do and nowhere to go since i was home by myself. It just showed me how dependant I am on technology.

On the upsidee SF tmr ! My friend and I are going to see the Wondergirls ft 2AM in concert. I'm sooo excited for it! & Maybe itll get my mind off my boyfriend and focus on having fun for a day. =)

I WANT.







Hello Kitty Rearview / Broadway Mirror. $ 38
My asianess is kicking in -.-''
Its so cute, i want it & ive been wanting a broadway mirror for a while
Hopefully boyfriend comes back early tmr so we can go to the mall
& see if they have this in stores!
I'd hate to buy this online, it's $10 for s& h
which would make this mirror cost me ~$50
*cross fingers * keke ^^

Finals

It's almost been a month since I've blogged... but I had so many things going on I swear! =.='
Anyways, finals are finally here I had my first one yesterday and one left tmr. I'm excited for everything to be over, woot! But here I am dreading to study, I have an essay left and i need to study for chem but I feel so lazy. SIGH! Its not even that hard i finished 2 pages of my essay already i just need another 2 pages, but i feel like i have no motivation to do it now. I was so bored I went and did my makeup for no reason. Considering i wasnt going out today because i needed to study. I think that killed 30 min. LOL

Other than that life has been wonderful to me. Summer is finally here and I'll be taking online classes so hopefully that will be nice. I wont need to drive to school especially when i think gas prices will go up again. I found myself a job also on campus but its for the fall. I still need to go to an interview but hopefully it will go great and i get the job. Because I WANT the job =[ I would be an english tutor at the learning center so i hope it get * fingers crossed*

Well I just wanted to update considering i havent in so long xD Like this post my mind is very scattered and all over the place. But i dont know im just very BLAH right now and have no intentions to reconstruct this blog to make it seem it makes sensee. Well I'm going to TRY to write another page for my essay before i have to make dinner, PASTA tonight ! YUM =]

Rejection

I've been thinking a lot about my future recently, since I've been going to a community college it is finally my time to ( almost) transfer. I'll apply this fall to gain admittance to the incoming transfer classes of Fall 2011. I'm nervous since its that moment of truth, whether or not I'm getting Accepted to the schools i want to go too. I mean by the title of this blog can already show you how nervous I am, i wrote "rejection" rather then "acceptance". I remember this same feeling i had during my senior year in high school, I was confident but not overly confident I would get into the schools I wanted but I mean i didnt get accepted into all 4 schools just 2 of them. I was glad that those 2 schools wanted me, but i was saddened by the other two. I just became more self conscious of my intelligence, whether or not I was intelligent for anybody. I hated that feeling, 2nd guessing myself. I mean if they didnt want me obviously their lose right? But I couldnt help brush off the feeling of not being "enough" for them. Considering I recently changed my major, again, to a less rigorous and less competitive major I hope that I get accepted into the colleges of my choice.

A lot has been going for me in life lately, hence the longer time periods of posts. I miss my boyfriend so much, but i feel like my heart is breaking. I dont know, is it wrong to miss him? is it wrong to want to see him in person rather then thru a computer screen? I mean yeah its been 2 years now but i mean im pretty sure there are always going to be times when it gets harder being in a long distance relationship. Is it wrong to be selfish? I feel like i have the right to be selfish, its not fair that other couples are able to see each other whenever they want & i hardly get to see mine. It sucks. Its not fun whatsoever, i wish it were easier but its not. I thought i would be able to deal with it but right now it feels so hard. I feel so angry and upset, but not about him but about me. Every weekend i find myself being at home just saying to myself, " hes going to call you any minute telling you to open the door bc he surprised you by coming back today" And friday turns into saturday and that turns into sunday and its back to the beginning of the week where it will turn back into another weekend of high hopes he'll come back. Whats wrong with me? Like seriously, youre probably reading this thinking im some pathetic loser who has nothing to do with their life.

I dont know who to turn, my friends have relationships on their own, their own boyfriends or girlfriends they get to spend time with, any time and all the time. I dont want to tag along and be a 3rd wheel or any wheel for that matter. Its just hard to deal with sometimes. Yes i know, "No one said it was going to be easy" Well no one said it was go to be hard either. I dont know what to think anymore. I feel like just running away from my problems, let it solve themselves. But i know that wont happen, so i guess until things get better i'll just have to tough it out...

Heartbreaker

I would say the last couples of week for me have been difficult,
on one hand i was still dealing with the death of my grandpa
& school and all the work etc etc
&& boyfriend who has been so mia lately

Anyways i dont know im just confused and really stressed out atm, but i HOPE that things will become easier even though i have a feeling it wont, i guess it's one of those things, woman's intuition perhaps. I dont know i just cant shake off this feeling something is going on and i hate how it feels & i cant find the word to express them.

Its like.. i dont even know what to do, and i feel like i cant talk to anyone about it b/c i tend to overthink things and this might be one of them. I dont know if what im feeling is... legit? i guess My thoughts and feelings are all over the place, im not the type of person to jump on things, i take my time analyzing and thinking what i should do next. Ironic somewhat since I go on things i feel yet my steps after that are determined by my brain.

Well anyways, today is Mother's Day !! My mom went to the temple to pray so i cant even give her present until later when she gets home. I loveee my mom though, I remember when i was a kid, i missed my mom all the time bc i never got to see her except for weekends. She would work everyday from 2PM-12AM so when she was home i was at school so i rarely saw her. I would wait up for my mom on friday night to see her. One day i remember i was home early from school so i was able to see her and when she had to drop us off at my grandparents so she could go to work. I started crying like really heavy breathing sobbing crying and i told her i missed her and i didnt want her to go to work. She surprised me with a small music card box and she said that it was okay and told me not to be sad and that i was a big girl and i needed to be strong.

I would need her or my dad to sing with us before we could sleep, and when i got older i would ask her to tuck me into bed because i liked having the covers tucked in and i couldnt do it myself. I know she loves me and we do too. Happy mother's day mom !

I'm disappointed and i just cant hide it.

The hardest goodbye

So the past weekend consisted of my attendance to my grandpas viewing & funeral
It was really interesting just learning about my traditions and all the ceremonial things that had to be done. Surprisingly the atmosphere was light and not too upsetting. Considering from my previous experience with funerals i always expect what it to be like in the moives, everyones just crying and no one can smile etc. But it was different at the viewing, it was happy we all talked about the things he used to do and my mom told me the things from her childhood with him. I remember all of my aunts and my mom , thats like 5 people, bent over on the floor peering at my grandpas "house" which we would be burning to him. It was really funny and cute, they were like "oh look he has a vacuum, microwaves and everything" haha It really touched me and it wasnt at all scary to see him, which i thought i would be scared of.

The next day we woke up at 7:40AM and we got there around 9AM and i think all of us prayed for an hour. It was really emotional, my mom started sobbing like crazy and loudly, it really triggered a lot of us to start crying too. I think it just started to become more real? or set in to all of us that he's really gone. We finished praying we got to see him for the final time before they closed the casket. We then headed to the burial site which was 20min away so it was interesting to be escorted by the police to the next area.

When we finished everything, and finished eating we went to my grandparents house for a little bit. It was hard being there for me and looking at their room. They started to move out his bed and furniture stuff it was just hard to watch. Its like you know that where he used to sleep and now its gone b/c hes gone too. All my intimate relatives came over to eat dinner, it was fun. We played with our 4 youngest cousins ranging from a month to 3 y/o. They were cutee. I dont know why but i kept thinking about all the things that happened the last few days and how different things might've been if he was still okay , if he had been with us there to watch us even if he had to do that in a wheelchair. Its hard not to think about or not to let it bother me. But its all part of life and whatnot and knowing that hes no longer in pain is a good thing. None the less we will miss him and life moves on.

today my grandfather gave in to his 5 -6 year battle w/ cancer.
It happened so fast, he was just in the hospital last night
But he outlived the 6 months the doctors had told us
&fast forward his body finally had enough
He's a fighter and so am I
We will all miss you greatly <3

Taunting

Holy smokes. I just cant get over it like seriously, its getting kind of sad. Ive been anticipating about the Tokidoki line since ive heard about it and I reallyy want it but sadly i havent had the time or chance to go ahead and actually buy it yet =.='' ARGHH i swear its like mocking me or something ... haha okay i have to stop talking about this otherwise i wont ever stop talking about it.
Anyways, the new qtr has begun and im determined to make the most of the next 11 weeks. But its tough, i at school more often b/c of my classes but only on T&thur. Well especially on thursdays i have an early class from 7:30 AM - 10:05AM. Then class from 12:30-3:45 PM & 6:30-9:45PM So as you can see im there from 7:30AM-9:45PM. -.-'' Im at school for 13 hours, totally no life or something.. haha JK But yeah its kind of lonely since my friends dont have gaps when i do so i eat by myself & study by myself its lonely. But i guess its good in a way, with all that free time at school, I study and/or do homework so at least I'm being productive.
SIGH ! Anyways ill try my best to update soon.

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Sephora x Tokidoki

Sooo im pretty sure everyone knows that Im totally anticipating for the sephora x tokidoki makeup line to come out in stores ! I went to sephora today in hopes of seeing the whole line, but it wasnt out yet =[ But the sales assoc. was nice enough to grab us some testers from the back !! =) Me & my friend were so amazed with some of the products. I fell in love with the eyeliners, the colors are so pigmented and really nice. It's consistency was so smooth and slick. We also saw the lipstains, but i dont like those in general so i didnt pay much attn to it. There were also the eyeshadows & eyeshadow quads , they were really smooth & creamy. I loveeee everything. I wanted some lipgloss too but then they didnt have any testers. Overall i loved everything i saw! ^^ I'm really anticipating for the whole thing to come out though, i think im going to be definately getting the eyeliners for sure, its my fav part of the line so far.

I also liked how every product had the little compact box that says how long the product is good far which was from 12m -36m. Idk why but something about that makes me like it. lol The packaging was super cute of course. SIGH! Now all i need is a job haha. I picked out an app for a bakery but im not sure if i should work since my school times are kind of all over the place.
We shall see , i guess ><

SCHOOLS OVAAA~ Now for spring break! Cant wait for the new qtr its so exciting for some reason... lol & boyfriend is coming home tonight !! ^^ He wasnt able to come back last weekend so im glad hes coming back & b/c i uberly misssss himm ~ Anyways ill update soon b/c its like 130Am already and i just got back home... but everything i wrote before the last few sentences was earlier today at 530PM and things happenedd so now time to sleep. haha =)

Darn You Sephora !

So as I said about the new tokidoki line at sephora, I went to a sephora today. But it wasnt there, i was deeply saddened. I asked one of the people who worked there and she told me that by the end of next week they should have it, and she also told me about how theyre releasing a new hello kitty x sephora line this fall. UGH Im so jealoussss =[ All b/c theyre coming out with too much cute stuff i want, but am unable to obtain them. haha oh well maybe i still can get it for xmas? or find a job for xmas... but either way i know its going to be depleted faster then i can make the money.

I think I'm going through Ulta withdrawl, which feels so ugly. On a week to week basis i would drop in at LEAST 2x/week but i havent been there once this week. But i had a few things I really wanted to get... since there's so promos going on... lol Like the Ulta BOGOfree brush, Revlon BOGO free, & L'oreal BOGO 1/2 off. & I have a coupon at target i havent used yet but will expire soon.. -.-'' Hopefully Ill be able to get those things by this weekend. & Hopefully boyfriend will come homeeeee kekeke. ^^

Anyways finals are almost? here ! One more week then spring break. Im super looking forward to it before i have to go back. I'm taking 19 units next qtr hopefully ill be able to manage, and get all A's haha which is my goal next qtr. Seriously no more procastinating, slacking off nonsense. But im trying to be optimistic atm maybe it will somehow motivate me.. haha Im going to go off now and paint my nails & watch I Am Sam. =)

I really shouldn't,

Warning: Image Heavy.
but i cant help myself. Its so hard being a college student with no dough. X_x There's a 1/2 of me who wants to buy things but theres the other side thats telling me not too! So i can save up and use it on school, but it's so hard. It doesnt make anything easier considering theres a new tokidoki x sephora makeup line out. I lovee the tokidoki packaging more then the smashbox one, theyre so colorful and bright i loveee it. I personally havent seen it in stores yet but i want too. Wouldnt life be easier if everything just came free? =) Anyways I complied a list of things.... i want. LOL Plus its always fun to just look at pictures.




Cromatico Eyeshadow Quad in Adios $ 25 keychain included


Cromatico Eyeshadow Quad in Diamente $ 25 keychain included


Perfetto Eyeliner - $16 in Sabochan, Carina & Archennio preferably xD


Luminosa Powder in Kabuki- $22


Prisma Lipgloss - $15 preferrably in those colors shown, but theres so much more colors to the lipgloss line

kekeke anyways, hopefully ill be able to go to sephora this weekend and see if its there<3 fanatic =)


2AM - I was Wrong


T-Ara/Tiara- I'm Really Hurt

two weeks

"Don't worry, I'll see you in two weeks."

I remember the very first day my boyfriend left for college, I was crying and was just so sad. I remember how hard it was hearing those words that he'll see me in a few weeks. I dreaded the time going by when he did come back b/c it just meant closer to him leaving again. Now it's different, of course i still miss him but distance makes the heart grow fonder, and two weeks being apart isnt so bad anymore. Heck, i can even handle 3 weeks but no more lol

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years now & I realize we've been through a lot, but I still truly love him. Today is our 22 months and i am truly thankful for every day, every month, and every year we are still together. Through everything, he's my prince in shining armor minus the whole saving thing b/c i didnt need to be saved from the first place.

Hope that made you gag enough =)

See you next weekend, boyfriend