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Hello again, I know its been a while but I can explain myself =)
First off it was summer so i was out in the worlf frolicking with friends and just enjoying my free time. Second, school started and I'm taking on 18 units this qtr so I've been a preoccupied keke.

It's been about 5 weeks since school has started and I'm already piled with loads of work, I'm actually enjoying a lot of my classes simply because my teachers this qtr seem really passionate about what they teach, it's a total plus. I feel like having passionate teachers also encourage you to learn the material and understand the concept also. I've also recently found myself a seasonal job and interning at the dentist's office that my best friend works at. I feel somewhat overwhelmed about the things that are going on right now but I know it'll definitely be worth it.

I'm planning to transfer this year so I would be accepted to somewhere by next Fall, & I'm really excited as well as nervous. I really want myself to stand out - it's easy to say " of course i'm going to get in etc" but it's honestly how they see me. Am I good enough for them to accept me? I hate feeling the upset of failure - it's the worst feeling in the world. Perhaps I am being a bit pessimistic but you can't blame me >< We shall know around March when I send in my apps. So Anxious ! I hope that having this intern will make me stand out a little bit more.

It's a bit interesting actually, I never really thought dentistry had anything to do with psychology but it does ! For instance, how your teeth suffers damage could be a result of how a person deals with stress ie teeth grinding. Psyc also plays in with how the patients deal with the pain from cleaning of the teeth etc. I never really thought about these aspects and it made me more intrigued and excited about my internship. I've had work once so far b/c i guess they forgot to schedule me but I will be working this thursday and sat =) I cant wait - I need to start making some bank. LOL Did I mention my comp died shortly before I went to New York? Yeahh, I went to New York 2 weeks before school started - but thats for another blog post. Anyways , my laptop died on me and is basically unusable and to get the specific part replaced it would cost me $400~. I figured if I'm going to spend $400~ then I might as well save up for a new one- a desktop this time though.

I have the WORST luck with laptops - it's ridiculous. I've had 3 laptops so far and they tend to die by the time I've had them from a year and a half to 2 years.
I've had my first laptop for a while but the screen/ top half of the laptop became really loose and wouldnt bend as well, so I had it replaced. Then my 2nd laptop died b/c of the screen or something - so I sent it to get fixed. Then it broke again so I went back to my first one but then i stepped on it accidently shattering the laptop screen making certain parts black etc. So I finally replaced it with my 3rd laptop - my most recent one, but then it died =[ I was so sad and upset I just didnt understand why it died =[ So NOW i'm using my boyfriends old laptop - which he had since junior year in high school but surpisingly is working well with me. At first it was a bit slow & lagggy but it's cool now. So I feel that I should get a desktop considering my history with laptop - hopefully it will be a happier ending for me.

I'm a bit sleepy- so I will update more later & hopefully a bit more often. =]